hahah so i decided to visit my past livejournals so i can see how much i've changed and if i wrote less i cuz i notice i blab on like crazy. NOPE. still the same! hahaha

http://zzzzdreaminzzzz.livejournal.com
http://toxiicdreams.livejournal.com

too bad a lot of my entries are private or friends-only. i guess you can read whatever's public..which is the shit that's not too relevant hahah suckkaah!

anyways..my baby is taking his exams today for Orange Po po. he heard from irvzz yesterday and i'm just really excited for him! i know he had mentioned recently that he figured it just wasn't for him because of certain problems that may come with it in the future..but baby..it's something you've always wanted to do..so when you have the chance, why not take it? if you realize in the end that it's not for you..then you can find another job or career. at least you don't have to live with the guilt that you never gave it a chance and can figure out from the actual experience that it just isn't for you or that you can do better or that it's not the lifestyle you want to be living. baby, i'm proud that you took this first step. you're still young and you deserve to explore your options and to do what you've always wanted to do. i still support you 100% even though you said that it might not be for you. i'm just glad you're giving it a chance and not doubting all the opportunities it can bring you in the future. although it's dangerous, i know you'll be great baby. you'll be great at WHATEVER it is that you're doing. i KNOW it. If you ever need anything, never hesitate to ask me because i'll do whatever it takes to help you out! I LOVE YOU JAKE!

love always, me.

the weather's gloomy today..and i don't know what im doing in the daytime yet.

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY DANICA!!

she's the first out of our bunch to hit the 2-3. it's alll going downhill from here!

probably blog again soon.

yes yes..laters.