today was super chill and i'm very very pleased and satisfied with how today turned out! i've been having something to do every weekend since the beginning of this year until now..and i've finally decided to set aside a day where i can just relax, do what i need to do, and focus on me and all the stuff i need to handle.

i started off my morning on the phone with my baby and ate lunch. had some more leftovers from yesterday. it was still good =)

after i ate, i had a mad case of ocd and cleaned my room completely inside out! i cleared out all the clutter on the desk and used disinfectant wipes to wipe down every surface in my room that had visible dust particles. after, i used napkins to wipe down the surfaces again to make sure the dust was gone after the wipes dried up. then i vacuumed the room, and with little carpet space we have in our room, i took longer than usual cleaning up every corner i could.

it was so funny cuz when i brought up the vacuum, i left it in the hallway to chill while i was clearing out the floor space in my room. my aunt was calling sugar to come downstairs but that would mean she'd have to cross the carpet where the vacuum lie. instead she was completely stuck in the the hallway, unable to move, staring dead on at the vacuum and shivering!! she was visibly shivering and was just scared shitless! hahahah it was the cutest thing ever!! i love that bz.

i also had to clean her poo stains because she decided to scoot her ass around our carpet while she had dingleberries stuck on her ass! i freakin grabbed a glove, protected myself, grabbed some napkins soaked in water and wiped her ass hahahah. then i had to clean the carpet where she left her skid marks hahah.

after i vacuumed, i busted out my mini vacuum and got all the lint balls the regular vacuum couldn't pick up. i was just exhausted at this point and while doing all this, i'm just thinking..man keep cleaning keep cleaning..dude i have maaad ocd..but keep cleaning..oh a spot there..get it! maaad ocd hahahah.

oh yeah!! i forgot to mention that i bought jake a box of see's candies for v-day and when i brought it home that night, sugar was hella sniffin on it already through the plastic bag. the box was wrapped in valentine's day wrapping paper and everything too! so when i left for work the next morning..i was like..naaaah can't leave this shit on the floor, sugar will attack! so i left it on the desk next to my bed. got a text from vicky while going home telling me to brace myself. turns out baby girl stole the box from the desk and tore the bag up to pieces..tore through the wrapping paper and bit off the top of the box at one of the corners! they didn't name her sugar for nothin. she be lovin them chocolates! haha

finally took a shower and even in the shower, my super-cleaning eye spotted every damn little flaw/dirt particle/hair in the bathroom and i just had to rinse it. i couldn't help it. cleaning is one of my fave past times. definitely. i could clean forever and ever cuz it makes me feel THAT great! psycho ain't it?

i corrected will's hw and got really hungry so i decided to get jack in the crack for everyone. we ordered 6 eggrolls, 8 tacos, a jumbo jack (yumbo yack! and it's funny cuz the guy repeated it back that way hahah) and some onion rings. fed 4 of us =) it was delicious. i love a little fast food every now and then! tasty fattiness.

yes, we decided to order them flowers for ma! i'm excited for her. she will be extremely happy. i know it! my dad is really sweet. it was funny cuz he was like..maybe i won't get her anything..i haven't in the past 25 years. if i get her something, she'll probably think i did something wrong and am trying to make up for it. hahahah right? roses sent to mommy at her shop on v-day. so cute. so romantic! of course, he made it from all of us =)

then i finally grabbed all of my GMAT study materials and grad school prep papers. having these visible and present again gives me the motivation to start what i've always wanted to do! i started researching schools and felt so intimidated by all the requirements of each one. i still don't know which program will be right for me..if i actually wanna do the full time MBA or the fully employed MBA. im just unsure as to where i'll be at that point in my life. will i even have a job that will support my tuition costs? if so, then i'll take the FEMBA. if not, i'll have to bust out loans and take the full time. full time finishes a lot faster as well because you're focusing on school only and not having to balance it with work. i'm just so excited to start applying! i need to take the first steps and study for my GMAT first. then consider schools in the area i'll be working at..if i have a job. then apply! i'm definitely looking for a program where i can travel and learn about international business in between courses.

i'm going to head to borders tomorrow to look up some more study material! gmat will be taken by the end of this year! my goal.

anyways..i lost my new years resolutions list. i need to think of them again. from what i remember..there were about 12 of them. i'm very sad i lost it! cuz now..i have to think of them again. they were definitely goals and things i could improve on within this year.

well..i'll start it off in another post.

until then! love, me ;)